Slots, bodygaurds, wands and the like

Mistress is getting rather sick of this cold and wintery weather. I've been out in it 3 times this past week, actually got 15 miles in on the gams, while ipoding away, but damn…. A little more warmth and sun would make Me much happier!

I need to make a pedicure and leg wax run, however I've been a bit lazy about it. Might need to get a slave to step up and fund such a thing. Love knowing deft fingers and muscles soothe Me, on your dime!

Lately I've been futzing around with a few downloadable games. A company called Phantomefx - www.phantomefx.com - makes some of the best slot machine emulations I've seen, other than Masque – www.masque.com. Masque purchases expired licenses on actual slot machine software. When it's chilly outside, or I'd rather put My money in savings or gold, I sate My junky fix with home computer slot games. Go figure! … Phantomefx actually has gift cards available… hm! I tend to focus on the monthly downloads and the remasters since, well, I do have several of their CD packages already!

I was talking with a boy about the possibility of us doing sessions together. He's 6'4", has more motorcycles than I can count (6 digits of value in them, can we say cha ching?). I've considered doing real time sessions, however have a few reservations, the main being, I'd need a bodyguard and possible bull for sessions with submissive boys. I'd also like a fully decked dungeon, which if you've ever outfitted one, you know it's expensive! He and I chatted at length, and I think within the next year or two, we may see a few kneeling boys under My care, while bodyguard boy looks on from a distance. Dressed in head to toe leather of course. How humiliating to be trained and entered by Mistress Lily, while a strange leather man silently observes your demise? Hahah!

You may have noticed My Amazon wishlist has had an explosion of dildo listings recently (link on right hand column here!). What can I say, I've been feeling the need to expand My collection, after a recent slave bought Me a HUGE glass dildo that… I rather liked! Haha * blush * Feel free to browse the selection on My wishlist, and consider what it feels like, to buy a cock that actually enters Me….

Chicks that Snap

Okay, am I the only sick f*ck who enjoys watching Snapped on the Oxygen channel? There's something disturbing yet intriguing about the whole, women who take matters into their own hands, in such a final manner. The same morbid curiosity that draws you into watching blips of Extra, while propoganda machines exploit the love lives of famous ones. And tell Me you don't read the headlines on those pulp mags while waiting in line while getting groceries?

We BDSM folk play quite a bit with consentual loss of control, in agreed upon boundaries. A fine balance of getting to the naked nub of humility a submissive seeks, while allowing safety within the heat of training. There seems some causual connection between the morbid curiousity while we watch other's embarrassment, and taking a boy to his own humble depths of surrender.

Sometimes I feel a moral ambivolence in it.

And then I end up giggling, while I hear yet another boy take a rubber mallet to his nads, yelping in pain, counting the wacks with each and every thwack, telling Me yet again, "I'm a dirty filthy c*m sucking whore for you Mistress Lily!"…

And everything is right with the world! Hahaha

Ultimately, I sell a service, and when boys whip out their naughty bits and their credit cards, they know the deal. And .. accept responsibility for their choice.

You were working as a waitress in a cocktail bar...

Sometimes Mistress has to grab motivation when it strikes eh?

I'm pondering whether My bedroom activities, and what tools I might use while doing them, are of interest to the slaves who come to read My blog. You're free to offer feedback if you like, next time we session!

It's 3 in the morning, and I've heard from Canada and Australia today. It's quite cool, talking to someone on the other side of the world, knowing it's daylight and summertime there, while it's 3 a.m. and freezy cold here. Makes Me feel a little less… somber somehow.

I am SO craving the long summer days and temperatures. I want to get out and hike a bit, get a jog in maybe, then look out the window to gray skies and slushy snow rain falling… and Mistress is back at her step aerobics inside, once again!

I've been checking the local newspapers in the area, for clubs that have retro 1970-1990 music playing, and am gonna get My groove on soon! Guess I'm stuck in the 80's too. Human League anyone? Hahah

I might just make My next strap on boy sing "DON'T YOU WANT ME" - while pounding his arse with a huge tool! Goddess, I love My job.

Heat, nudity, rhythm

Looking out the window, here in the trees and hills of the Pacific Northwest, the weather looks a bit like a Magic 8 ball – changes daily, forecast up in the air! I've got the heat cranked in My abode, and am considering... naming this an official naked day! Hehe

Christmas is just a day or two shy here, and I'm remarkably low key about the whole thing. Some years I travel, go all out with the gifts. I do tend to buy My gifts for others over time, and by the time Christmas arrives, I've got 90% of the shopping done. I credit it to My shopping fairies! I've been gifted with powerful intuition at times, and will be out running errands, when I'll occasionally get a strong, "get this for Jane" … vibe. Intuition can be a powerful force, and lead you to places logic may not travel.

Predicting the future can be a bit tricky, and sometimes you're surprised by the outcome. One slave I'd grown rather fond of, who loved chatting with Me daily, and sessioning weekly, up and ended the connection due to a petty little preference this past week. Took this Mistress by surprise! And then to counter balance? Two slaves who had been sniffing around Me, and I'd assume were time wasters…. Ended up contributing nicely to My wallet this past week.

And we're back to the theme of unpredictability and the change of seasons, as well as the change of submissive and slave desires. As a Mistress I do control many things. I also have a healthy respect for that which is out of My domain.

It's all about getting what we want in the mix, hm?

Merriest holidays to My sweet good boys (and harlot whores!). I'm sending a virtual lump of coal to the turdlets out there who've made themselves known this past week. Although knowing their kinky little minds, they'll probably get off on that! Haha!

Storms, chills, and naked furry boys

Oh little blog, I tend to be a bit more lax during the holidays. Figured while it was very cold outside, and very warm in… I'd drop a note to my little ones. This month Mistress is turning 40, and is feeling a mixture of things with such an event. Of course I'll be pampered – already have a massage scheduled, a close friend taking me anywhere I like for lunch. Considering a pedicure and getting My hair done… will keep you posted!

There's a storm moving in tonight, and it's so very chilly outside. Already been snowing and the winds blow so fierce! I've been thinking my back deck might be the very best place to make a naked little slave shiver just a bit, before bringing him in. Then I'm thinking yes, I'd make him blow something else, so very fierce? *giggle

Been rewatching Rome on DVD (thank you for the whole set, slave!) and enjoying the hell out of it. So hot, brutal, and dead sexy….

I've been playing with a boy across the pond this week. He likes his money drained at higher and oh so much higher rates! Last time I doubled the fee, and watched on webcam while he stripped his bits bare and made his monster do it's duty… He was a furry little one!

Back from the feast, little beast

Mistress has returned from her Thanksgiving holiday with much joy and love in her belly. That and a few pounds gained. My friends and family can COOK lemmetellya!

Seattle is such an amazing city. So many people, places, wildness and oy the traffic. Could do without that last one. I’ve been considering relocating, and Seattle definitely has the resources for a Grrl like Myself to find little ones to play with, torment and the like. Makes Me consider setting up real time sessions with slavelettes. Although I’d need a bull or two to keep things in order. Hm… *starts dreaming of making the best dungeon in the land….

I’m sending out warmth to My little ones out there. A few boys have chimed in today, one was looking for Me so ardently all weekend long (even after reading on My blog I’d be gone for many days!). Sometimes when the craving hits, its so hard to shake. Obsession settles in. We all know about that dance. Craving, pacing, wanting something so very much that all else melts into background.

He’ll be sated, this evening perhaps. Although this particular little one has been bad in the past. Making him wait, suits Me.

You’re invited to My cave when time permits. Bring respect, honesty, and your money. We’ll sort the rest! *giggle

Thanksgiving on the road...

I am such a content person right now. Other than the fact that packing yet again, and a little housework, are in the immediate future. Have I mentioned how much distain, I find for housework? Still searching for the right cabana boy to scrub my floors and blush with ass slaps...

I'm extremely excited to be spending Thanksgiving with my very best friend. Will have a bit of a drive ahead but very much worth it! Her birthday is this weekend, and we're getting pedicures! I'd love one of My boys to step up and pay for us both. I love making you pay for others to touch Me. Massages, pedicures, hair styling....
If you want to contribute to said pedicure and birthday goodness, tribute buttons on My Niteflirt page work wonders!

Took a few aussie boys for a few hundred this past week. Had a New Zealand boy totally flake - one of those drive by binge boys. *yawn. He gave his chunk of flesh, although has been messy cleaning things up afterwards. Needs to take My photo down on his profile at one site we frequent. He presented so sincerely, with such desire for commitment and long term permanent slavery... Just goes to show, time tells intention. As does action....

There's a slim chance I might be available for Niteflirt calls while on the road this weekend- will be taking my laptop with Me, and might borrow a local cell phone up there. If so, be ready to pay for this grrls time :) Might be a thrill, talking to you from my best friends bedroom...