Oh Mistress has been lack in her weekly goal, of updating her blog. Perhaps I need a spanking. I think I have the man in mind for that task! Hehe
I've been enjoying the brisk weather, working out, and extracting cash from little fuckies that dial up My Mistress line. You know who you are, hm?
I had a nice New York piggy this week, who was talking and talking, sending money… I milked him for hours! Let's just say cha ching! Hehe
I've been obsessed with the show Lost this past few weeks. With the advent of abc.com, you can watch EVERY single episode, and with much fewer commercials. Gotta tell you, that Sawyer boy is quite fuckable, ya think? Since he's such a con man too, he might be open to edgier concept, such as helping a Mistress in need of a bull… bet there's a boy or two out there that would just LOVE to suck on that hottie's hard business, hm? Heheh
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Thursday, February 12, 2009
This strong man, and such a lonely wife....
Today was an excellent opportunity to exploit the perverted fantasies of a particular man I've talked with a few times. Let's call him Tom.
He's been married to a lovely woman for over 20 years now, whom we'll call Jane. He loves her dearly, and takes special care to make sure she knows she's loved, pampered. Even bought her a 2 seater Lexus at one point, as a token of his affection.
Yet in the deep recesses of Tom's mind, he gets so incredibly aroused, thinking about his wife being taken advantage of. Some day when he's out of town on business, away from their beautiful big home. She'd be out with friends, at some bar, having a few drinks…
And there he'd be. A dominant man who senses something in Jane that others can't quite perceive. Some deep seated need… to be treated like a whore, forced to do dirty things in a humiliating way…
Tom and I talk about a young stud, with confidence and creativity, forcing Jane to suck his dripping veiny c*ck, while this strange young man drives that 2 seater Lexus, back to her big home. He'd make her put on fuck me pumps, while he shoves his shaft deep down inside her, and cums again and again, pulling her hair, splaying her wide.
Tom's a perverted husband… the kind I like to explore with. Taking him to breathy places where others shy away from.
Our secret Tom. Promise… *giggle
He's been married to a lovely woman for over 20 years now, whom we'll call Jane. He loves her dearly, and takes special care to make sure she knows she's loved, pampered. Even bought her a 2 seater Lexus at one point, as a token of his affection.
Yet in the deep recesses of Tom's mind, he gets so incredibly aroused, thinking about his wife being taken advantage of. Some day when he's out of town on business, away from their beautiful big home. She'd be out with friends, at some bar, having a few drinks…
And there he'd be. A dominant man who senses something in Jane that others can't quite perceive. Some deep seated need… to be treated like a whore, forced to do dirty things in a humiliating way…
Tom and I talk about a young stud, with confidence and creativity, forcing Jane to suck his dripping veiny c*ck, while this strange young man drives that 2 seater Lexus, back to her big home. He'd make her put on fuck me pumps, while he shoves his shaft deep down inside her, and cums again and again, pulling her hair, splaying her wide.
Tom's a perverted husband… the kind I like to explore with. Taking him to breathy places where others shy away from.
Our secret Tom. Promise… *giggle
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
underachiever arthur
This morning was spent, just a moment or two, with a nasal little fuck named arthur. Cocksucker extraordinaire, he yes indeed HAD sucked a throbbing shaft, under the care of his Mistress before... and wouldn't you guess? He couldn't even make THAT boy dump his load!
arthur last had sex 4 years ago. And of course, he paid for it. No confidence in this little worm. Although I think his subconscious might be getting the best of him - when I asked if he enjoyed anal play, the boy said no. Interesting, considering he called on My Anal Sex listing....
Next time this boy calls, I think I'm going to violate him in a very private way. He's a waste of time, unless of his wallet is involved, but I think bringing his self worth just THAT much lower, would make this little Mistress smile just a bit!
I'm so excited in other news - the weather is looking warm today and I'm SO craving sun!
arthur last had sex 4 years ago. And of course, he paid for it. No confidence in this little worm. Although I think his subconscious might be getting the best of him - when I asked if he enjoyed anal play, the boy said no. Interesting, considering he called on My Anal Sex listing....
Next time this boy calls, I think I'm going to violate him in a very private way. He's a waste of time, unless of his wallet is involved, but I think bringing his self worth just THAT much lower, would make this little Mistress smile just a bit!
I'm so excited in other news - the weather is looking warm today and I'm SO craving sun!
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Slots, bodygaurds, wands and the like
Mistress is getting rather sick of this cold and wintery weather. I've been out in it 3 times this past week, actually got 15 miles in on the gams, while ipoding away, but damn…. A little more warmth and sun would make Me much happier!
I need to make a pedicure and leg wax run, however I've been a bit lazy about it. Might need to get a slave to step up and fund such a thing. Love knowing deft fingers and muscles soothe Me, on your dime!
Lately I've been futzing around with a few downloadable games. A company called Phantomefx - www.phantomefx.com - makes some of the best slot machine emulations I've seen, other than Masque – www.masque.com. Masque purchases expired licenses on actual slot machine software. When it's chilly outside, or I'd rather put My money in savings or gold, I sate My junky fix with home computer slot games. Go figure! … Phantomefx actually has gift cards available… hm! I tend to focus on the monthly downloads and the remasters since, well, I do have several of their CD packages already!
I was talking with a boy about the possibility of us doing sessions together. He's 6'4", has more motorcycles than I can count (6 digits of value in them, can we say cha ching?). I've considered doing real time sessions, however have a few reservations, the main being, I'd need a bodyguard and possible bull for sessions with submissive boys. I'd also like a fully decked dungeon, which if you've ever outfitted one, you know it's expensive! He and I chatted at length, and I think within the next year or two, we may see a few kneeling boys under My care, while bodyguard boy looks on from a distance. Dressed in head to toe leather of course. How humiliating to be trained and entered by Mistress Lily, while a strange leather man silently observes your demise? Hahah!
You may have noticed My Amazon wishlist has had an explosion of dildo listings recently (link on right hand column here!). What can I say, I've been feeling the need to expand My collection, after a recent slave bought Me a HUGE glass dildo that… I rather liked! Haha * blush * Feel free to browse the selection on My wishlist, and consider what it feels like, to buy a cock that actually enters Me….
I need to make a pedicure and leg wax run, however I've been a bit lazy about it. Might need to get a slave to step up and fund such a thing. Love knowing deft fingers and muscles soothe Me, on your dime!
Lately I've been futzing around with a few downloadable games. A company called Phantomefx - www.phantomefx.com - makes some of the best slot machine emulations I've seen, other than Masque – www.masque.com. Masque purchases expired licenses on actual slot machine software. When it's chilly outside, or I'd rather put My money in savings or gold, I sate My junky fix with home computer slot games. Go figure! … Phantomefx actually has gift cards available… hm! I tend to focus on the monthly downloads and the remasters since, well, I do have several of their CD packages already!
I was talking with a boy about the possibility of us doing sessions together. He's 6'4", has more motorcycles than I can count (6 digits of value in them, can we say cha ching?). I've considered doing real time sessions, however have a few reservations, the main being, I'd need a bodyguard and possible bull for sessions with submissive boys. I'd also like a fully decked dungeon, which if you've ever outfitted one, you know it's expensive! He and I chatted at length, and I think within the next year or two, we may see a few kneeling boys under My care, while bodyguard boy looks on from a distance. Dressed in head to toe leather of course. How humiliating to be trained and entered by Mistress Lily, while a strange leather man silently observes your demise? Hahah!
You may have noticed My Amazon wishlist has had an explosion of dildo listings recently (link on right hand column here!). What can I say, I've been feeling the need to expand My collection, after a recent slave bought Me a HUGE glass dildo that… I rather liked! Haha * blush * Feel free to browse the selection on My wishlist, and consider what it feels like, to buy a cock that actually enters Me….
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Chicks that Snap
Okay, am I the only sick f*ck who enjoys watching Snapped on the Oxygen channel? There's something disturbing yet intriguing about the whole, women who take matters into their own hands, in such a final manner. The same morbid curiosity that draws you into watching blips of Extra, while propoganda machines exploit the love lives of famous ones. And tell Me you don't read the headlines on those pulp mags while waiting in line while getting groceries?
We BDSM folk play quite a bit with consentual loss of control, in agreed upon boundaries. A fine balance of getting to the naked nub of humility a submissive seeks, while allowing safety within the heat of training. There seems some causual connection between the morbid curiousity while we watch other's embarrassment, and taking a boy to his own humble depths of surrender.
Sometimes I feel a moral ambivolence in it.
And then I end up giggling, while I hear yet another boy take a rubber mallet to his nads, yelping in pain, counting the wacks with each and every thwack, telling Me yet again, "I'm a dirty filthy c*m sucking whore for you Mistress Lily!"…
And everything is right with the world! Hahaha
Ultimately, I sell a service, and when boys whip out their naughty bits and their credit cards, they know the deal. And .. accept responsibility for their choice.
We BDSM folk play quite a bit with consentual loss of control, in agreed upon boundaries. A fine balance of getting to the naked nub of humility a submissive seeks, while allowing safety within the heat of training. There seems some causual connection between the morbid curiousity while we watch other's embarrassment, and taking a boy to his own humble depths of surrender.
Sometimes I feel a moral ambivolence in it.
And then I end up giggling, while I hear yet another boy take a rubber mallet to his nads, yelping in pain, counting the wacks with each and every thwack, telling Me yet again, "I'm a dirty filthy c*m sucking whore for you Mistress Lily!"…
And everything is right with the world! Hahaha
Ultimately, I sell a service, and when boys whip out their naughty bits and their credit cards, they know the deal. And .. accept responsibility for their choice.
Monday, January 5, 2009
You were working as a waitress in a cocktail bar...
Sometimes Mistress has to grab motivation when it strikes eh?
I'm pondering whether My bedroom activities, and what tools I might use while doing them, are of interest to the slaves who come to read My blog. You're free to offer feedback if you like, next time we session!
It's 3 in the morning, and I've heard from Canada and Australia today. It's quite cool, talking to someone on the other side of the world, knowing it's daylight and summertime there, while it's 3 a.m. and freezy cold here. Makes Me feel a little less… somber somehow.
I am SO craving the long summer days and temperatures. I want to get out and hike a bit, get a jog in maybe, then look out the window to gray skies and slushy snow rain falling… and Mistress is back at her step aerobics inside, once again!
I've been checking the local newspapers in the area, for clubs that have retro 1970-1990 music playing, and am gonna get My groove on soon! Guess I'm stuck in the 80's too. Human League anyone? Hahah
I might just make My next strap on boy sing "DON'T YOU WANT ME" - while pounding his arse with a huge tool! Goddess, I love My job.
I'm pondering whether My bedroom activities, and what tools I might use while doing them, are of interest to the slaves who come to read My blog. You're free to offer feedback if you like, next time we session!
It's 3 in the morning, and I've heard from Canada and Australia today. It's quite cool, talking to someone on the other side of the world, knowing it's daylight and summertime there, while it's 3 a.m. and freezy cold here. Makes Me feel a little less… somber somehow.
I am SO craving the long summer days and temperatures. I want to get out and hike a bit, get a jog in maybe, then look out the window to gray skies and slushy snow rain falling… and Mistress is back at her step aerobics inside, once again!
I've been checking the local newspapers in the area, for clubs that have retro 1970-1990 music playing, and am gonna get My groove on soon! Guess I'm stuck in the 80's too. Human League anyone? Hahah
I might just make My next strap on boy sing "DON'T YOU WANT ME" - while pounding his arse with a huge tool! Goddess, I love My job.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Heat, nudity, rhythm
Looking out the window, here in the trees and hills of the Pacific Northwest, the weather looks a bit like a Magic 8 ball – changes daily, forecast up in the air! I've got the heat cranked in My abode, and am considering... naming this an official naked day! Hehe
Christmas is just a day or two shy here, and I'm remarkably low key about the whole thing. Some years I travel, go all out with the gifts. I do tend to buy My gifts for others over time, and by the time Christmas arrives, I've got 90% of the shopping done. I credit it to My shopping fairies! I've been gifted with powerful intuition at times, and will be out running errands, when I'll occasionally get a strong, "get this for Jane" … vibe. Intuition can be a powerful force, and lead you to places logic may not travel.
Predicting the future can be a bit tricky, and sometimes you're surprised by the outcome. One slave I'd grown rather fond of, who loved chatting with Me daily, and sessioning weekly, up and ended the connection due to a petty little preference this past week. Took this Mistress by surprise! And then to counter balance? Two slaves who had been sniffing around Me, and I'd assume were time wasters…. Ended up contributing nicely to My wallet this past week.
And we're back to the theme of unpredictability and the change of seasons, as well as the change of submissive and slave desires. As a Mistress I do control many things. I also have a healthy respect for that which is out of My domain.
It's all about getting what we want in the mix, hm?
Merriest holidays to My sweet good boys (and harlot whores!). I'm sending a virtual lump of coal to the turdlets out there who've made themselves known this past week. Although knowing their kinky little minds, they'll probably get off on that! Haha!
Christmas is just a day or two shy here, and I'm remarkably low key about the whole thing. Some years I travel, go all out with the gifts. I do tend to buy My gifts for others over time, and by the time Christmas arrives, I've got 90% of the shopping done. I credit it to My shopping fairies! I've been gifted with powerful intuition at times, and will be out running errands, when I'll occasionally get a strong, "get this for Jane" … vibe. Intuition can be a powerful force, and lead you to places logic may not travel.
Predicting the future can be a bit tricky, and sometimes you're surprised by the outcome. One slave I'd grown rather fond of, who loved chatting with Me daily, and sessioning weekly, up and ended the connection due to a petty little preference this past week. Took this Mistress by surprise! And then to counter balance? Two slaves who had been sniffing around Me, and I'd assume were time wasters…. Ended up contributing nicely to My wallet this past week.
And we're back to the theme of unpredictability and the change of seasons, as well as the change of submissive and slave desires. As a Mistress I do control many things. I also have a healthy respect for that which is out of My domain.
It's all about getting what we want in the mix, hm?
Merriest holidays to My sweet good boys (and harlot whores!). I'm sending a virtual lump of coal to the turdlets out there who've made themselves known this past week. Although knowing their kinky little minds, they'll probably get off on that! Haha!
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